everything happened for a reason. there is always a reason for something happened in your life, maturation process, learning from the past, trying to be wiser or looking from the wider side to your life. whatever lah. I have something to tell that it was hurt me badly, I was just like a stupid person crying in the midnight and gave a fake smile when someone knocked my door. Pretending is not so hard, but telling the truth to the one you love is much harder than you thought.
Trying to hold on and finally know the meaning of emptiness really use my energy, and I'm really tired and sick of being stupid. I know people can be stronger but I can't be cruel to my pride. No happily never after. I'll insist my self. It's too hard, I've been trying allthis time, and I've failed but I've to. I've forgive my self, forgive that fuckin' situation, and I think this is the time for me trying to forgive the destiny if it said I've to open this heart...
It's pretty hard but I gotta move on..
In which chapter you're gonna appear to my story book again?
Trying to hold on and finally know the meaning of emptiness really use my energy, and I'm really tired and sick of being stupid. I know people can be stronger but I can't be cruel to my pride. No happily never after. I'll insist my self. It's too hard, I've been trying allthis time, and I've failed but I've to. I've forgive my self, forgive that fuckin' situation, and I think this is the time for me trying to forgive the destiny if it said I've to open this heart...
It's pretty hard but I gotta move on..
In which chapter you're gonna appear to my story book again?
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