mungkin

if I'm right, or if it just the way I see...

If you thought me as your mistake that you do avoid to, then what about the first time I talked to you, was it a mistake either?

if only

Inilah efek samping dari nonton filem romantis. Gak perlu banyak-banyak si, sedikit aja udah cukup bikin senyam-senyum. OMO. What are you doing sonya, it will be really embarrassing if it only you who done that. I just wondering what would it be if I didn't doing that stupid mistake. If only I was more smarter, I could decided that early. If only I didn't...I wouldn't got....

nano nano

ada banyak yang aku rasain. well, kemaren itu UAS yang terakhir di semester 2, dg mata kuliah Psikologi Pendidikan. UAS yang harusnya ditutup dengan hapi, kerasa gak enak karena dari 8 soal yang dikasiin aku cuma sempet ngerjain 5 soal. OK. Cuma 5 soal dari 8 dan mid semester kemaren aku ngerjainnya pun sangat-sangat memprihatinkan. Aku berharap dan berdoa semoga nileku gak ada yang ancur semester ini. I mean, gak beda jauh dengan yang kemaren. Amen. :)

Kabar hari ini? Today as usual when I got a holiday. Tidur pagi bangun siang. Kecuali gas di kostan abis dan mau gak mau aku masak emi di bawah yang berujung gak enak badan. Oya, sejak pingsan terakhir kali, aku jadi sering kek gitu lagi. :( Well, yang mau aku tulis sebenernya bukan cuma ini. Tapi... akh, u know what. Sekarang tanggal 7 Juli 2010, kira-kira 7 hari lagi someone have to leave. Rasanya nano nano. Setelah lagi-lagi bingung--sebenernya gak perlu si--maju atau mundur. Terus malemnya aku mimpi gak enak lagi tentang sesuatu. It was about my bad-bad experience. O My, lagi-lagi aku melepaskan emosi yang aku supresi di mimpi lagi.Marah-marah lagi di mimpi dan kali ini kejadian yang udah gak kalah lama dengan sebelumnya. Hedeehh, padahal aku sendiri berpikir kalo aku udah ngelupain. Ternyata alam tidak sadarku belum. Terus aku musti gimana biar gak punya 2 muka lagi?

let it be, naturally

it is annoying, when I saw you were online and I didn't have the strength just for saying Hi... It's frustrating when I don't have more space to think about something else but you. What is the definition of love? Is my heart really going to you or it is just a feeling-of-loosing-friend? I don't know. I just can't stop my self to think about you. It will be truly embarrassing if you don't feel it in the same way with me. Should I open my heart, my eyes, and telling my brain to close all the way to think about you as my puzzle... Is that really the thing I've to do? Do I have to? Then how do I know if I've took the right choice... Who the heck will guarantee me if I wouldn't be regretful with this decision...