Rabu, 06 Oktober 2010

sink over the past

it was about yesterday.

i uploaded some photos in my faceobook account when i and my high school friends were outbond in Batur Agung, Purwokerto. in those occasion i took picture with my boy friends and of course i uploaded that picture too. aahh, i just wanna laugh, and the next day my grandma texted me after seeing her homepage in facebook, she looked curious whether one of that boys are my boyfriend or not.

"Son, i saw your picture with some boys. is that your boyfriend or what?"

i thought she is restrict to me about getting along with a some guy. and i said,

"heehee, it's not like that granny, they just my friends and they already has a girl friend... "


i thought she would feeling bad about that pics and she would reply me with some advices. but, it was not. i was wondering, is there something wrong? then at the night I asked my mom,

"Mom, Granny was asking me bout my pics , is she feel bad with my pictures?"

and she gave a surprise answer,

"No, she doesn't feel bad at all. She is wondering if you had a boyfriend she would be happy... heeheeh.. "

me, "O.O"

well, that was surprised me. I thought i was restricted to getting along with someguy till i finish my study, but i guess i was wrong. guess it seems i've grown up.... :) boyfriend...

oow, one my friends has broke up with her boyfriend. her boyfriend was cheating her, she looks okay but actually i'm not sure with her happy face. i guess there must be sometime , when she is all alone she ll sigh at her self. huh, i hope i'm wrong. andd.. the other girl told me that she has a boyfriend. well, i can't see "a very happy face " in her face but i see "yes, i feel complete.." written in her face. finally she found him :)

this situation, reminds me about my past. me and my bestbestfriend, Kristi, one starts a relationship, one end it up. But, it's not the thing i want to talk. When i saw my friend's face, seeing her complete face, i was thinking, will i have a complete face if i said Yes that time. Would it be okay if I just Yes. Wouldn't it be worse? Would it be okay? and when the Yes answer didn't come from my lips, does he ever want to know what's happening to me when I finally chose to reject him and sinking over with my own problems...

Would it be easier..? Then what would it be...? Would it make a difference if you knew that I still liked you...?

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